the day isss 30th what is that ..... people who ead what will a under ?that I am just a mesdsed up man who loves women..the sight ,shape mell and touch of woman is magic.......they are so in touch with the world....I am a newly discoveed Diabetic..sugar in the blood...When I look in the wholitic view I see that I long of the past......I want things that can never be.......when I was 2 my biodad walked away and it was 50 years untill I was to see him again......I am 2 people I just cann't let one of me rest and imerge a new me.. abutterfly in life.......................................I'm lost again...............

School is out this the 33 year in the classroom.as I reflect what good have I done no rocket sciencetist.The ressponce has always been I just don't work hard enough.Is this a gainful employment for an adult ?The end of May ,Such a sweet month -May I -yes you May............when people are nice the flower are growing and the world is full of possibilites.......the stras are close to the earth the the dream of summer is only a month away...the beach..the smell to salt air is as powerful as the smell of sex.....that earth odor that causes a man to move past the realizatiion that he is termal(?)...If I could put the correct in front of each other I could spell.....hen could I talk and give the world the real Me?Yes, I lost again in summer............

School is out this the 33 year in the classroom.as I reflect what good have I done no rocket sciencetist.The ressponce has always been I just don't work hard enough.Is this a gainful employment for an adult ?The end of May ,Such a sweet month -May I -yes you May............when people are nice the flower are growing and the world is full of possibilites.......the stras are close to the earth the the dream of summer is only a month away...the beach..the smell to salt air is as powerful as the smell of sex.....that earth odor that causes a man to move past the realizatiion that he is termal(?)...If I could put the correct in front of each other I could spell.....hen could I talk and give the world the real Me?Yes, I lost again in summer............