Tuesday, July 10, 2001

we are presently trying to sell our home and it has been a real education.A cross between shamism and robbery.The couple that was going to buy the house just backed out of the deal.We are floored because of the lack of commitment that these people have made.I am totlaly out of controll.Why me and who gives a rat butt to see that we have we sell this elephant...I miss the kids hello all sernd me some love.............dan

Saturday, June 09, 2001

lost again in world of nothingness....a ships log the passengers list lost a sea with all hands...............sos.
i just read the regrets that were post by young people...I'm on the back side of 50 am a nervous wreck about this new hous that I am under taking...What words of wisdom can i lay before the world to share and have my fellow many comfort me and helpme to the next 20 years of this thing called life...

Friday, June 08, 2001

lost again...lost in food.....help..me mother ...I'm cold please cover me up..I hate him he is alwaye so bright and shinny... the pain won't go away help me mother....keep the pin fo death away..Mamaw...why are her....who was your husband...why won't you share help me see............

Wednesday, May 30, 2001

the day isss 30th what is that ..... people who ead what will a under ?that I am just a mesdsed up man who loves women..the sight ,shape mell and touch of woman is magic.......they are so in touch with the world....I am a newly discoveed Diabetic..sugar in the blood...When I look in the wholitic view I see that I long of the past......I want things that can never be.......when I was 2 my biodad walked away and it was 50 years untill I was to see him again......I am 2 people I just cann't let one of me rest and imerge a new me.. abutterfly in life.......................................I'm lost again...............
School is out this the 33 year in the classroom.as I reflect what good have I done no rocket sciencetist.The ressponce has always been I just don't work hard enough.Is this a gainful employment for an adult ?The end of May ,Such a sweet month -May I -yes you May............when people are nice the flower are growing and the world is full of possibilites.......the stras are close to the earth the the dream of summer is only a month away...the beach..the smell to salt air is as powerful as the smell of sex.....that earth odor that causes a man to move past the realizatiion that he is termal(?)...If I could put the correct in front of each other I could spell.....hen could I talk and give the world the real Me?Yes, I lost again in summer............

School is out this the 33 year in the classroom.as I reflect what good have I done no rocket sciencetist.The ressponce has always been I just don't work hard enough.Is this a gainful employment for an adult ?The end of May ,Such a sweet month -May I -yes you May............when people are nice the flower are growing and the world is full of possibilites.......the stras are close to the earth the the dream of summer is only a month away...the beach..the smell to salt air is as powerful as the smell of sex.....that earth odor that causes a man to move past the realizatiion that he is termal(?)...If I could put the correct in front of each other I could spell.....hen could I talk and give the world the real Me?Yes, I lost again in summer............

Thursday, May 24, 2001

clarity in writing I just want to speak my mind.why can't I say the words that will free me from me.......I spent 1/2 my life rising the children only to have them walk away and act thaat I don't exist...why were did I do wrong?

Monday, April 30, 2001

the idea that I can write my thoughts and some one can readis a little naughty..Monday the last day of sweet April she is very sweet and stablizes the month of may,,,I'm just aq school that is lost in the year of looking and children that spendes the day at a loss...I need the game pieces alind up to play
the idea that I can write my thoughts and some one can readis a little naughty..Monday the last day of sweet April she is very sweet and stablizes the month of may,,,I'm just aq school that is lost in the year of looking and children that spendes the day at a loss...I need the game pieces alind up to play